Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Some days are easier then others

Today was a really bad day.

Some days I can take what's happening with my marriage and be at peace that we are doing the right thing, we are getting out of a bad situation and we will work hard at being somewhat friendly and share D and it will all be ok.

Other days, like today, are way too hard to handle. I see what's happening and I'm devastated by it all. Just heart broken and well, broken. All I did today was bawl my eyes out. It didn't help that E was in a bit of a mood yesterday and I took it really hard. Sometimes I feel like I really tried to be a good wife and now it's all backfiring in my face. Ack, I don't know!!

Tomorrow should be a really fun day. We are going to meet one of my very best friends (Hi Megan!) and her kids at the Port Land's Child rens Mu seum. They are having a Bob the Buil der exhibit and by the looks of the website they have a TON of totally fun stuff to do. I've never been and I'm sure D will love it. Also it will be fun for me to catch up with my friend and watch the kids play. I'm so excited!

Off to finish some laundry and then to bed, early I hope.

Good night!

2 comments:

Amy said...

I found you! Just wanted to comment that I think you are fabulous and it was so much fun to see you today and get the chance to visit while the kids played! Hang in there! Its hard now, but one way or another it will get better! Hope to get to see you again soon! Love ya!

-Amy

1000 Miles in 2021 said...

I am sorry you had such a rough day- I hope the PCM helped your spirits-- I Love you! You will get thru this, even if I had to carry you on my back.